Pentecost Monday: Empowered as Joint Heirs With Christ
A blessed Pentecost, friends! May you know the power of the risen and reigning Christ resting on you and working through you today, tomorrow, and always!
Welcome to the Pentecost Daybook series for these 8 days of celebrating (today through Trinity Sunday).
p.s., If you’ve noticed I’ve been missing here the last couple weeks it's because we were suddenly called to take an emergency trip to support and care for a loved one suffering a significant mental health crisis. In case you missed it, I wrote a brief note at the bottom of yesterday's post and am grateful for your grace and understanding.
Look: Pentecost, Makoto Fujimura - Source
Listen: You can listen to my playlist for Pentecost in its entirety on Spotify: Pentecost 2020.
Read: Psalm 41, 52; Ecclesiastes 2:1-15; Galatians 1:1-17; Matthew 13:44-52
Pray: Prayer to the Holy Spirit
Come, Holy Spirit,
fill the hearts of your faithful,
and enkindle in us the fire of your love.
Send forth your Spirit and we shall be created,
and you shall renew the face of the earth.
Amen.
Do: Throughout the week I'll be sharing excerpts from spiritual teacher Henri Nouwen as well as my own brief reflections about the way the Holy Spirit empowers us to live in peace, freedom, and power. Read, reflect, journal, and share your own responses with the rest of us in the comment section below.
Joint Heirs With Christ
"We continue to put ourselves down as less than Christ. Thus, we avoid the full honor as well as the full pain of the Christian life. Butthe Spirit that guided Jesus guides us. Paul says: "The Spirit himself joins with our spirit to bear witness that we are children of God. And if we are children, then we are heirs, heirs of God and joint-heirs with Christ" (Romans 8:16-17).
When we start living according to this truth, our lives will be radically transformed. We will not only come to know the full freedom of the children of God but also the full rejection of the world. It is understandable that we hesitate to claim the honor so as to avoid the pain. But, provided we are willing to share in Christ's suffering, we also will share in his glory (see Romans 8:17)."
The Selfless Way of Christ, Henri Nouwen
I am a daughter of God and share that honor with my brother Jesus. Unbelievable!
What a long, arduous journey it's been for me to unravel all the layers of false self-reference and identity to discover the Tamara that our Creator always imagined. Even now, as I head toward my fiftieth birthday, I feel like I only recognize my truest, Christ-redeemed self in tiny glimpses. It's the power of the Holy Spirit that unveils my eyes and empowers me to take each step toward freedom to live fully as myself.
Still, I feel a jot of unbelief when I read words like those above from Nouwen: "We continue to put ourselves down as less than Christ". There's a nuance in this understanding, of course. Jesus is my brother and he is also my King. There's a completely true place for myself to live bowed at the feet of Jesus. There's also a spacious, celebratory place for myself to live linked arm-in-arm with our good Brother. Somewhere in the middle of this place - hidden in Christ and also completely alive in His presence is where I'm able to find my truest self.
In the years of unraveling all the things I thought were true, but didn't bear up under the weight of living as myself in this world, I've narrowed down the list of things I'm reasonably comfortable saying I know for sure:
1. Recognizing and living into my Christ-oriented self does not come through the lens of self-deprecation, self-flagellation, self-hatred, self-protection, self-absorption, or any other self-oriented perspective.
2. Recognizing and living into my Christ-oriented self does not bypass the work of confession, forgiveness, inner healing, and reconciliation, but instead emerges through both suffering and celebration.
3. Recognizing and living into my Christ-oriented self happens most often amidst the often unremarkable moments of my "everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life". (Rom. 12:1, MSG)
4. Recognizing and living into my Christ-oriented self is impossible to do on my own without a community of friends and guides helping me bear witness to the work of the Holy Spirit in my life.
5. Recognizing and living into my Christ-oriented self allows me to indiscriminately love God, people, and myself with abandon.
This week we'll talk a bit about some specific ways the Holy Spirit empowers us to live into our truest identity as daughters and sons of the most high God. The same power that resurrected Christ lives within us and empowers us to pray, listen, speak, heal, give, and receive love as our truest God-created selves. The same power that communicated all God's purposes and direction for Jesus' life on earth, is speaking in us and through us.
I hope you'll walk with me this week with a sense of anticipation that God's heart toward you is steadfast and good. At some point, I'll offer a live conversation (either via Zoom or YouTube live stream) so we can talk more intimately about this good news together.
In the meantime, what have today's Scripture, prayer, and reflection stirred up in you?